The Cougar

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The Cougar rule:

cou·gar [koo-ger]

–noun, plural -gars, (especially collectively) -gar.

refers to an older woman, usually in her 30s-40s who sexually pursues younger men in their 20’s or early 30’s.

Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m one to keep things close to age appropriate. My rule is that I don’t usually date anyone younger than 23, but yikes… anyone else realize that Mariah Carey is 38?!?!?!

That’s… a weird thought by itself. Use the video above as proof.

Anyway, I’m slowly getting over this sickness that was brought on by eating something after Next Movement, apparently. Can’t seem to pin it down to just one thing.

Today was just a weird batch of emotions today, as I had to figure out a bunch of stuff on my own and try to not worry about the state of affairs I’ve found myself in. I doubt that people would wonder about my dating life, so I won’t be delving into that. I will say that I find it kinda bizarre that certain people would find interest in who I’m dating.

I am so not focused on doing anything right now. I mean, I should have read some stuff for class, but I didn’t. Also, I should have done some other things for work, but I didn’t do that either. I did, however, manage to ship out a few packages to Yumi and get some things straightened out for the next week. But, other than that, not really a productive day for me. I hope tomorrow is a bit better, and I also hope tomororw’s a lot better with the sickness as well. Need to get better and quick. I hate feeling sick and I also hate the fact that I can’t just stay at home.

I’ve never been one to call in sick, really. I can only remember a couple times when I’ve done that. Once was when I sprained my ankle so bad, I could barely walk. the other time was when I caught the flu and couldn’t move. If I can move, I’ll be fine. I tend to shrug things off like that.

I do have to say that I’m totally enamored by Photoshop Express. I’m really moving into the whole software-as-a-solution bit and taking it hook, line and sinker. Seriously though, I’m about a really good video editor away from ditching system based programs and running everything through online apps. I doubt that will ever happen, but I’m making some headway on that.

Sleep is calling. To sleep is to dream. To dream is to live. If there’s anything that I learned from service on Sunday, is that the power of dreams and to keep holding on to said dreams are the most important things that God has entrusted us with. I always wondered why people would get the rewards I was searching after, but now, I don’t need to worry, because I know that God never short-changes those who are faithful. I’ll continue to be faithful, because the God I serve is the God of all creativity and the ultimate matchmaker. Worry should not grip my life, but drive it to levels unheard of.

The path is set, I just need to stay on it.